darryl cunningham (tallguywrites) wrote,
darryl cunningham

Situation Still Not Good

My brother has returned from hospital and so things are a little tense around the house (still an improvement on how they were before). My mother's presence does alleviate the situation, but she can't stay here forever.

My mood is unremittingly flat. I could I'd sleep 24 hours a day. It's the only relief I have from the bleakness of life. I'm haunted by thoughts of death and suicide. I've no energy and nothing to look forward to. I've a job application form to fill in and I've made efforts to get myself a doctor here in Newark, but the truth is, I don't see the point in doing anything. I've done no artwork since returning from London. Silence and staring into space are my hobbies.
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